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I know this does not matter to anyone, but to tell this is a therapy to feel good, to read this when it may relieve me ...

3 weeks ago I was a normal boy, I went out alone, I just had fun, I believed only in myself, but that changed, everything started two weeks, I could not eat because I felt something in my neck that annoyed me, as if I had something stuck .

But I could still eat something, soda, some eggs or something, but everything changed about 5 days ago, I already felt a sore throat and could not eat, when we went to rest in high school I went and bought me a breakfast, practically not Eat it, my companions scolded me, for wasting my food, but I felt that I was drowning eating and I was’ stuck ” everything.

I got some blood tests. This hurts a lot, I do not want it to anyone.
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They told me it was ” thyroid ” and that I had the wrong sugars, but besides that … kidney problem.
These tests take me out tomorrow, and I’m very scared, because of the result depends on whether I go in or not, I’m afraid to die A LOT of fear, there in the hospital I can get worse, since I have no private health, if not that touches me In a public hospital.

I do not know what to do lynx. I have lost a lot of weight, I feel drowned, I feel pressure in my chest, I am so attached to life.
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Something good has left this, is that good people have appeared, who give me strength, help me, love me. When before that, no one turned to look at me, I have also learned to forgive and to be a better person, I do not know what to do, I spend myself crying, with fear.
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My mom is working hard to take me to the exams, since it does not reach us, this is very hard, to see my family destroyed and me too.

I only ask God to heal me, and more in this time that I love, I have always been in love with Decembers, and this year I have not been able to do it.
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