Halsey’s fans show their support using the hashtag #ProudofHalsey after the singer opened up tragic miscarriage she had to face.
The 21-year-old star then thanked them, “Those of you who have tweeted me kind things, thank you for your support,” she said. “Those of you turning this into an opportunity to bully me: I’d say I hope you understand one day but I wouldn’t wish this upon anyone. It was a year ago and I am growing past it and I am looking forward to the possibilities the future will bring me in having my own family.”
In an interview with Rolling Stone, she revealed she got pregnant during her Badlands tour last year but due to the stress and overworking, her body got weaker and she lost her baby.
“I’m like, ‘I have to cancel this show!’ And everyone’s kind of like, ‘Well, it’s Vevo LIFT, and it’s 3 million impressions, so …’ No one knew what to do,” she said. “It’s the angriest performance that I’ve ever done in my life,”
She continued, “That was the moment of my life where I thought to myself, ‘I don’t feel like a f**king human being anymore.’ This thing, this music, Halsey, whatever it is that I’m doing, took precedence and priority over every decision that I made regarding this entire situation from the moment I found out until the moment it went wrong. I walked offstage and went into the parking lot and just started throwing up.”
She then realized the reasons why she could lose her baby, “I think that the reason it happened is just the lifestyle I was living. I wasn’t drinking. I wasn’t doing drugs. I was f**king overworked – in the hospital every couple of weeks because I was dehydrated, needing bags of IVs brought to my greenroom. I was anemic, I was fainting. My body just broke the f**k down.”
However, as a human being, she revealed the most important thing she wants is to be a mother. “I want to be a mom more than I want to be a pop star. More than I want to be anything in the world. I’m really scared of being alone. I’m not trying to upset you. I’m really sorry.”